Hiya everyone. This is going to be a little different post because it’s kinda gonna be a memorial type post?? (idk)
I’m unsure if I ever mentioned it before now on this blog because it didn’t really seem relevant to whatever I was posting. Actually, the more I think about it, I may have written about it in my Mental Health Journey So Far post. I’m unsure though so correct me if I’m wrong!
The fact is, I don’t have a mother. Well I do and always will, she’s just no longer alive. She died on August 7th 2014 due to a long ass fight with breast cancer.
The thing that shocks me the most is when she was in the hospital, they told my dad that she would be lucky to live to see my niece being born which was only estimated in two weeks time. But, she actually lived on to see another niece born, and a little bit after. Two years. They told her two weeks. That just goes to show what type of person my mum was.
It was a tough two years but I would have much rather have had those two years than just those two weeks promised. It just feels like there is a huge chunk of my heart that’s now empty and that’s no fault to anyone but cancer itself.
She’s literally my angel and I hope I’m doing her even a little bit proud because she deserves that. I’m glad she’s not in pain anymore but I’d much rather her be here alive without any cancer than up in the clouds. Just cannot believe it’s been three years already..
I love you so much mom,
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Thank you x
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Be okay. 🙂
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Thank you, I think I will be 🙂
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Such a beautiful post Sophie, I know for sure she’d be so proud of you as you’re such a wonderful person, sending all my love .❤xx
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Thank you lovely! ❤️ xx
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Lots of love 💗
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Thank you love 💗
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A beautiful post. Sending my love to you.
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Thank you lovely xx
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Your strength is inspiring, much love hun 💜
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Thank you my love 💜
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I know that I have never met you and we have not spoken much, but from the interaction we have had, it is clear you that you are beautiful person.
It shows strength to post such an emotional post and I really admire you for discussing this. x
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Thank you so much love, that truly makes me happy that you think that! Thank you for reading it too, it means a lot xx
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Cancer is an awful thing. 😦 I couldn’t imagine losing my mother.
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It really is! It’s a truly horrible thing
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Your beautiful post brought me to tears, thank you for sharing your phenomenal mom’s journey. Hugs
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Thank you so much, that means a lot to me. Hugs right back to you x
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Good afternoon, thank you for liking my latest post. It meant so much to me. Enjoy your afternoon- night. Much love 💝
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And I am truly sorry for you loss. I am sure your mom is so proud of you💝
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Thank you so much, I do hope so 💝
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You are more than welcome angel💝 I am sure she is 😊
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You’re mother sounds like an absolutely incredible woman…she turned two weeks into two YEARS! This was a beautifully written post x
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Thank you so much love! I know right, she’s an absolute incredible person and I aim to be half the woman she is! x
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Aw this made me really sad reading it, that you had to go through losing your mum. But thank you for being so brave for sharing it as other people it may be in your situation can read it and it might help them feel a bit better. You are so strong and brave and your mum would be so proud of you. ❤
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Thank you so much love! I hope at least one person has read it and felt a bit better if they have gone/are going through that situation, but if I’m hoping for anything I hope that the situation never happens for anyone ever ah. Thank you again sweet! ❤
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I would think that they have! Any time<3 always here if you need to talk x
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Sophie, what a beautiful memory and pics of your mom. May it comfort you to know God loves you and your mom! Praying for you!
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Thank you so much! That comforts me very much. Thank you again!
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Sophie, my heart truly hurts for you. Two weeks ago I lost my Dad after a long fight with lung and brain cancer. No one can really understand how horrifically broken and numb it makes you until you go through it yourself. I’m here to talk if you need anything of course!
Sending all my love, Maddie.
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Thank you so much. I am so incredibly sorry that you have had to go through something so horrible! I’m always here for a chat too, if you need it 💖 xxx
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So sorry to hear about your loss. We are going through something similar; my mother has had three rounds of cancer in five years and last year in May we were told that this time it is too far advanced to treat. She is stubborn as all hell which is probably why she’s still hanging on now, a year and a half later. ❤
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That makes me so happy to know! I hope you have many more years with her and I hope she stays stubborn as hell because that’s 10000% needed in this situation! ❤
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Your post made me cry. My heart is still in grief over your loss.
Youre such a strong person. Salutes to you.!
May Almighty gives you strength.
Hugs your way.😍😍😍😍💞💞🌷🌷🌷
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Thank you so much! I’m sorry it made you cry but I’m glad you were moved by it! x
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Yes I was absolutely touched.
Love you and hugs your way.!😍🌷💖
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